For so long, I've been hiding the real me because I'm embarrassed of who I am and what I've been through. Many of my friends through the years have abandoned me because of one small thing I told them and thats not right. I'm SO tired of people bullshitting me and thinking I'm crazy or that something's wrong with me! I say now, if they don't like the way I am they can deal with it. I want to be proud of who I am becoming and others should not hinder my progress if they do not know who I am. I am who I am because of what I've gone through and they must understand that I cannot change it, so I am making my own path.

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2 Responses Feb 27, 2010

I know, right? I have had the same experience too when I had revealed one particular thing about myself to someone I trusted dearly. I was treated as an outcast and never heard from them again. I have since chosen to not be open with that part of me.

I know! It is mind boggling, and just plain sad.