Continuously Mess Up
I was with my husband since we were both 15. I had several mishaps regarding other people when we were dating as did he. But in 2009 just 3 months after we had gotten married I met someone and had a one night stand. Which continued into 10 months of seeing him. My husband and I repaired our marraige and had our daughter in 2011. Shortly thereafter he said he wanted a divorce and 5 months later I began seeing someone else. Now he tells me I'm cheating and that I'm a horrible person. I regret ever messing up my marraige. It wasn't worth it. He was the best husband a woman could ask for and I messed it up on some loser who wasn't worth it. I love him still but he wants nothing to do with me anymore :'( I miss him since he moved out and wish there was something I can do to get back the love of my life.