I've been married for a month and a half. My husband and I were together for 3 1/2 years before the wedding.
Shortly before the wedding I started thinking that maybe I was making a mistake, but blamed it on pre-wedding nerves. Now I'm not so sure. Our differences used to seem okay, we had different ideas, but we compromised and I thought we were happy that way.
Now I'm just feeling bitter. My life would be so different, maybe even fun, without my husband. There's so many things I've wanted to do, the lifestyle that I want to live would allow us to not be in financial peril all the time, but be refuses. I'm afraid of being miserable for the rest of my life, but I'm still afraid to jump the gun and just leave him prematurely.
What the hell am I doing.
nkemery nkemery
22-25, F
Jul 22, 2015