He Ran Off With My VirginityI was emailing this guy back and forth, shared lengthy messages. However, due to some unfit schedule or just bad timing, we didn't meet. And both of us just stopped talking to each other.
A year later, he somehow managed to spot me out of a large crowd even though my pictures were vague in the original dating website. Soon enough, we texted back and forth, as if 2 close friends reuniting for the first time in years. We went out on a date or 2 each week. He was incredibly affectionate and i let my guard down without knowing it.
During the course of the 6 weeks we were together, he asked if we could be official during the 2nd week of dating. After that, made an attempt whenever the opportunity around once a week. He tried several times but couldn't get inside of me. And took the next 4 weeks to finally break through the hymen.
And 2 days after that, he stopped contacting me completely. He used to contact me everyday in some way via text/email/call. Now i just feel as if i was just another victim in an assembly line.
What he didn't know was, that he was my first relationship as well. I had manage to guard my virginity for such a long time, and took a chance at love and it just hit me in the face with a ton of bricks. I've been crying everyday so far this week.
Virginity 26-30 5 Responses 0 May 12, 2011