Used Me Like A Toy Then Threw Me Away.
It was about 8 months ago. I was 15 and he was 2 years older. I was happy at the time an so caught in the bliss of it that I didn't realize how awful of a relationship it was. He strung me along like a violen and I fell for every second of it, but some of his closest friends didn't even know I existed and the night it happened was the last time I saw him. I got a text after trying to get ahold of him for multiple weeks on the night of his birthday confirming that he was done with me. I was heartbroken but what hurts the most now is that now I'm with someone that I care for so deeply. I love him with everything I am. He is so pure and he treats me like a gem and there's those times where I wish that I could have lost it to him. If we do stay together than I feel like it'll haunt me that I could have shared that with him. Instead I was to naive and stupid. Sometimes I sink so deeply into depression because I hate myself for that so much and I don't know what to do.