I Wish I Could Turn Back TimeI was so foolish. At that moment, I didnt really care about my future and I figured I should do it because all my friends have lost their virginities and i wouldnt feel so left out if I lost mine too. I thought I could handle the emotional implications of having sex. I knew he was just gonna use me but a long the way, I fell for him because he was so sweet and it really did seem like he liked me. In the end, the reality was he only wanted sex with me and nothing more. Once he found a girl to be his girlfriend, I was done for.
That heartbreak really messed me up and still continues to mess with me because I still remember him and want him. If I never lost my virginity, I would not be in the situation I am in now. I went on a downward spiral after losing my virginity.