First LoveFirst off I am a boy and it never occurred to me that i would be the one to regret what happened. Well anyways i was in love with this girl and we had been dating for a while and she was my first real relationship so i was head over heels for this girl. Well we were planning on having sex and i was excited because i was doing it with the intention of being with this girl "forever" and a part of me with her and her with me and i was happy at the fact that she chose me. I mean i wanted it to be perfect that i made sure we planned properly and do it on Valentine's Day, i know pretty cheesy but whatever. Then next thing you know we do it and less than a month later she cheats on me and breaks up with me saying we can be friends, and i was still in love with her so i was not mad and i was happy at the idea of being her friend. But next thing you know we have a fight because she got jealous of me talking to other girls. Now she wont talk to me or see me or anything. I mean it hurts a lot and considering that i shared so much with her and im a guy and i am afraid of telling anyone because you know its always the "girl who gets hurt not the guy".....so i have no one to really talk to which is why im on this website. I regret losing my virginity to this girl because that just caused me to build up so many feelings for her, but shes gone...and i don't know if i should try talking to her so i can understand why she did that to me or just let it go.....I feel like a huge wimp...but i just needed to tell someone about this even though its on the internet. Thanks for listening...or reading technically.
ugh1234567890 16-17, M 5 Responses 1 Jul 22, 2012