i was only 17 during an exam period and somehow i felt somewhat useless and because of the pressure that my borfriend gave me eventually he was in me. it felt so wrong and now that i reflect on it, it hurts me a lot. im still suffering the haunting everyday and need your help to get over it. i regret having sex then, it would have been nicer to have waited and lost it to someone who felt the same way about me im broken down and apart. my ex still mmessages me and i know all he wants is sex but i have a loving boyfriennd now and we did have sex once,i don't regret it. so im preserving whats left of me for him. but i do need a lot of help because i feel disgusting and as though i can never be truly happy again because the real inner me feels dead. help
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Jan 16, 2013