Ugh!!! Hes Married To My Cousin Now!!

I was 13 and he was 17 (mmmm can we say Chester)! My sister was a freshman in high school and her boyfriend was 16. My sisters boyfriend and his friend Chester use to come over and play basketball all the time. Chester had also just apparently broke up with my cousin! One day Chester wrote me a letter indicating how much he liked me and thought how cool I was. I didn't know what to do I didn't like him I thought he was ugly but  I was just excited that an older boy liked me and he had a CAR!!. One day he picked me and my sister up to visit my sisters boyfriend. We had way to many drinks I might add and we totally started making out. I didn't know what the hell I was doing!!! After that day I totally avoided him I felt dirty and gross. I got a total of 5 letters after that stating he wanted to be with me and he understood the age gap blah blah blah. A month later,  him and my cousin do the nasty and she ends up pregnant!  They married and its been FOREVER but somehow it is still kinda awkward to this day. I catch him looking at me sometimes at family functions and I gross out!! I know my cousins knows  but I have no idea what she thinks or thought...

MissRene MissRene
26-30, F
1 Response May 27, 2010