One Big Mistake

I don't just regret my first kiss- I regret ever meeting the guy. He really did belong in a psych ward somewhere- he had no capability to love (which he blamed on the demon he said he shared his body with). He just played games with people, and I had the honor of being one of those games. I'd be embarrassed to admit how much of his crap I fell for. I regret that I ever allowed him that close.

Last I heard he was in jail in another state for kidnapping, car theft, and possession of illegal substances, and I'm not the least bit surprised.
Nymor Nymor
18-21, T
2 Responses Oct 27, 2006

Wow... that's just bad

In life we make mistakes and we need to make them in order to learn. Don't beat yourself up or call yourself stupid over it, just be thankful that this happened when it did, before it was too late. I've been across a guy like that. He'd tell me "You're my one, and were always going to be together" and all this other crap, but in the end he turned out to be another jerk. Let them play games and have fun, because fun doesn't last forever and in the end they'll realize how wrong they were.<br />
Just live your life, move on, and be strong :)<br />
Take care