I Regret My First Kiss
I was thirteen when i had my first actual kiss. I didn't feel strong about ti then, and I seriously regret it sometimes now.
I had never had a boyfriend before this, and so i was really stupid. I had found out(threw a series of events) that a friend of a friend seemingly had a crush on me. I was very flattered and he was two years older than i was so i figured that was cool also. Most of my other friends had already had thier frist kisses and first boyfriends so I decided that it was 'my turn.' Or something equally as harsh.
So this guy and I started talking online and he asked me to be his girlfriend. Unknown to me, he already had a girlfriend(an on and off thing.)
Anyway, I met up with him at night in the alley behind our church and we hung out in the cold. That is where I got my first kiss, in a dark, cold alley on top of an energy generator. Sounds like fun right? (not.)
He never talked to me in public and so we 'broke up' online less than a week later. In my opinion we never really dated, oh well.
He is now a teenage father(with that same girl) and I still see him every week. He doesn't like me much(which i don't blame him, i don't like him either) but its not as weird and awkward as it could be.
I had never had a boyfriend before this, and so i was really stupid. I had found out(threw a series of events) that a friend of a friend seemingly had a crush on me. I was very flattered and he was two years older than i was so i figured that was cool also. Most of my other friends had already had thier frist kisses and first boyfriends so I decided that it was 'my turn.' Or something equally as harsh.
So this guy and I started talking online and he asked me to be his girlfriend. Unknown to me, he already had a girlfriend(an on and off thing.)
Anyway, I met up with him at night in the alley behind our church and we hung out in the cold. That is where I got my first kiss, in a dark, cold alley on top of an energy generator. Sounds like fun right? (not.)
He never talked to me in public and so we 'broke up' online less than a week later. In my opinion we never really dated, oh well.
He is now a teenage father(with that same girl) and I still see him every week. He doesn't like me much(which i don't blame him, i don't like him either) but its not as weird and awkward as it could be.
By:
Sambeleena
Age:
16-17
,
Female
