I Was Desperate And Drunk...but There's More To The Story..

I went on vacation with my dad to see my other side of my family. Me and my cousins went out to a party near by one night. We danced with girls , drank a little , we where having a pretty good time. I was feeling kind of drunk , but not drunk enough to forget things. A random drunk girl came to me and started whispering in my ear and kissing my neck. My desperateness allowed her to do all this, I played along not even caring if she was attractive or not and yeah... It happened. I never thought my first kiss would be with some random girl I met in five minutes... The worse part is that a couple months before that happened, my friend named Molly , witch was a beautiful girl with an amazing personality agreed that we would give each other our first kiss together. I regret kissing the other girl so much.. I take this as a life lesson though , what's done is done and I have to move on with my life. I know now to think it throughly before I lose another important thing I have left.. my virginity. I want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me a positive comment, I'd really appreciate it. I've never talked to anyone about this, I feel a bit better that I shared this with everyone to read. Thank you again.