Yes And No

I both regret and don't regret it, I don't regret it because I liked it (and her at the time). I regret it because I wasn't "just looking for a good time", I hoped there was more real emotions to it but there wasn't. Looking back I should have taken it easier and spend more time getting to know her first, as we ended up being friends and not more in the end. (It just doesn't feel right when there's no mutual deeper feelings, even if a part of me wish I could detach and just have a good time with no strings attached - that wouldn't be me, I'd rather have the a string quartet playing)
maboroshi maboroshi
31-35, M
May 17, 2012