Don't Have Pity For People. It Leads To This.

So I went to school with a boy who had cerebral palsy. He was always so desperate for a girlfriend. So we were friends and then he asked me out. I felt really bad for him because I knew he cried easily. So I said yes. But then, he had to tell every single person he knew. So I broke up with him. We were still good friends. I sat with him at lunch often. We were gonna go to the same high school, so we agreed to still be friends. But everyone always urged us to kiss. Most of my friends are boys, but everyone thinks I'm dating them. Everyone thought we were dating. But then, on the last day of school, I sat with him at lunch. I don't know how we got on the subject, but we were talking about our first kiss, and he asked me about mine, and I told him I haven't had my first kiss. So then he asked if I ever wanted to be kissed. So I said yes. Then he leaned in, and out of pity, I guess, I leaned in too. It was a terrible kiss. I didn't enjoy it at all. He kind of sucked his lips in. It didn't even feel like a kiss. But then he confesses his hidden feelings for me, and I'm stuck in the same spot again. Now we're dating and Friday I'm going to a movie with him and Saturday I'm going to his party. And also, everyone saw the kiss, so now everyone says I just kissed the most disgusting kid in school.