He Keeps Tearing My Friendships Apart
My first kiss was this morning. I'm going to turn 15 in three days. I happened to see a guy I knew at the park. He is my old friend's ex. He was the one who tore apart me and my old friend's friendship. I'm still friends with the guy, though. He and I went on a walk and were just chatting because we were just friends. He suddenly just kissed me. I wasn't ready for my first kiss. He just kept kissing me and his tongue was all over my mouth. I had no idea what to do, and I didn't want to hurt his feelings. I led him to believe I like him as more than a friend, but I don't. I told my best friend about it and she just yelled at me and told me that she thought I was better than that. I really regret even going to the park, because if I didn't, my first kiss might have been with someone I actually love, and my best friend wouldn't be mad at me.