Wish We Hadn't

I was 14 and I was at a hotel. A boy there and me had veen hanging out the past couple of days and we hadtalked and flirted and everything. One night he just kissed me out of the blue. I didn't know it was going to happen and it made me feel really weird around him. He was 18 at the time. I wanted to save my first kiss but thanks to him I didn't have the chance. I regret it all the time.