does it count if I didn't kiss back?  and if it was horrible and awkward and awful and made me feel gross because I really didn't want it?

I don't like to develop regrets, but that was one whole night that would have been better off not happening...

solarxmoon solarxmoon
26-30, F
12 Responses Mar 15, 2009

first one with you was awesome :D<br />

How was your first kiss :-* :-* :-* :-*

I love you too, MaverickMustang...being with you will more than make up for the past :-*<br />
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Hey dear,<br />
I will give you magical kiss which will heal you from this regret.<br />
A kiss form true lover by true heart with only true love to only true lover. :-*<br />
I love you.

you're right, I don't think it counts. I won't count it.

so true...I just feel like such a dumbass that I let it be forced on me. I shouldn't have let my guard down!!!<br />
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But it's ok, I'll get over it.

Don't feel bad, first kisses are never what you expect. The kisses with the people you really love are the ones that should count.

yeah, I know i shouldn't feel bad. The weird thing is that, on that particular night, I was in such a peaceful mood anyways that I didn't realize how horrible the whole situation made me feel until a couple days later, when it finally hit me that I felt violated.

Don't feel bad about having regrets. They're just reminders of what not to do again. Don't feel bad about it.

Fortunately, time goes on and memories like these fade...becoming less significant, just a small part of the total story of our lives...many much better kisses are in store for you....peace...SS

great! because practically being kidnapped and having kisses and affection forced on me is hardly how I'd want to spend the rest of my life...<br />
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I like magic, so I'll go with what your tea leaves say :)

I sure hope so...