A Virgin Thinks Aloud

Sometimes I want to have sex and other times I just put that out of my mind
Some say the best time to have sex is when married and others: with the right person
I can't really tell attimes if I'm keeping my virginity because I want to
OR
Because my family wants me to
I have fantasies just like everyone else
I want to make sweet love, passionately, gently and I sometimes want it hot, rough, hard
I want to get that feeling...
Of course I'm scared of pregnancy, STDs and the rest
I don't know what to say anymore...
cherishhotty cherishhotty
18-21, F
Jan 12, 2013