The Girl In Need Of Love.
Okay I'm not desperate or something. But I usually feel lonely. And I feel that whoever used to be my friend, or something, or the guys who had proposed me earlier, but I rejected them, started having a different attitude towards me. I concentrate on studies and all, but we all always need a perfect life and we crave for more ways to make it perfect. Example-Me.
I just started writing such blogs thinking that I could actually write down my feelings here , just like Jenna Hamilton does in "Awkward" . I do really feel bad sometimes. When my friends are with their boyfriends holding hands or kissing, while I just stare at space.
I've had previous relationships too. But none of them worked out. Seems like all guys date girls for physical things. And I really don't like it physical. And I want space too. I know "space" sounds to overly dramatic, but we always need time of our own. Where our boyfriends aren't full time behind us or checking on us? It gets annoying then.
All my friends are fake too. I have to live with such people where I'm so lonely, and my soul is screaming for freedom or company.
Thanks for reading my blog too. This is the story of my life, complete lonliness and yeah.