This Isn't Right Anymore

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, But try to hide it in every possible way. They're only a friend, and nothing else...That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. But deep inside, you're falling. You get engulfed with butterflies when meeting eyes, But keep reminding yourself it isn't right. You pretend that you don't care. It's not right. How much longer can you pretend? Keep lying that they're just a friend... Maybe my feelings can never show. Perhaps it's wrong for you to know. Our friendship, or what ever you want to call it can't be risked over this, So my wish for this is to be nonexistent.
brianrey brianrey
18-21, M
Nov 27, 2012