A Huge Mistake!!

I was hanging out with a pereson i thought was a friend. He is 30yrs my senior and I am NOT attracted to him sexually AT ALL!! I don't ususally drink, but wound up getting smashed drunk at his house & slept with him!!! I feel SO gross and dirty!!! I feel like I want to sleep with someone I'm attracted to mainly to feel 'clean' again! Is this strange? I also am struggling with the thought that this guy took advantage of me because he wasn't really drinking!
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36-40, F
Jan 8, 2013