My Love...

I have known my girlfriend for about 5 years ever since then she has had a crush on me and has loved me very much. But my feelings weren't thesame for her at first. we started talking and just hit it off right off the bat i thought we were bestfriends. but then things started getting complicated instead of being special loving friends to each other, we started acting like a married couple...i love this girl so much and eventually it might lead to a marriage but right now we have lost things to talk about i have become insecure because i just feel scared around her sometimes, i used to be fun, funny, witty, all of that stuff. now i'm just quiet and reserved. the only way i can act somewhat normal around her is if i keep telling myself that we are just friend. she is a pastor's daughter so i see her sometimes on the weekends other than that it's just church. i want to get to know her and myself through all of this i want to be able to love the hell out of her and keep my life going because i feel insecure in my social aspects of life, and on top of all that she is moving to a different state in about two weeks. can someone please help? i.m so scared and i just don't know what to do i kedont know what to doup soon and i just ep changing and it's scaring me i have college coming.....
Jbird3995 Jbird3995
18-21, M
Jan 16, 2013