Prisoner of Abuse

I've always lived with this trouble... I'd rather just be quick about this, so I'm gonna get straight to the point.

When I was 5 years old, I was sexually abused.

I was staying at my cousins' house, and had had a really fun day.  I got along with my cousins really well, though I'll never look at anybody in that household in the same way now.  Even though they aren't responsible, the trauma has splashed over onto them as well.  Basically, after a day of playing games, I went to bed.  I had just gotten under the sheets of their guest bed when my uncle came in.  He tried to come in really quietly and I didn't even notice until he was already at the bed.  He reached into the sheets and began to undo my pajama pants.  Before I could do or say anything, my mom got scared and said, "You're movin' with your auntie and uncle in Bel-air."

I begged and pleaded with her the other day
But she packed my
suitcase and sent me on my way
She gave me a kissin’ and
she gave me my ticket
I put my walkman on and said I might
as well kick it

First class, yo this is bad,
Drinking orange juice out of a champagne glass
Is this what the people of bel-air livin’ like,
Hmm this might be alright!


I whistled for a cab and when it came near
The license plate said "fresh" and had dice in the mirror
If anything I could say that this cab was rare
But I thought now forget it, "Yo homes, to Bel-air!"

I pulled up to a house about seven or eight
And I yelled to the cabbie, "Yo, homes, smell you later!"
Looked at my kingdom
I was finally there
To settle my throne as the prince of Bel-air
shoopdawhoop shoopdawhoop
18-21, M
3 Responses Feb 9, 2007

You must of gone through hell.Have found in cases like yours family's like to brush sexual abude under the carpet. When you most need your family where are they.There's always people to talk to dont be on your own.

THIS WAS A VERY TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE RESPECT MY UNIQUE WORLD VIEW

MAN THIS IS SO OFNESIVE I TKAE OFFNES TO THIS U R CRULE AND U WIL BE VISTED BY GOD WEN U DIE