Being Inlove Again

...it hurts...i don't know if i can handle these extremely powerful emotions

i wanted to tell her that i want to be hers tonight

but i couldn't even do that!

i cried...every time i tried to force the words...i cried

ive learned that being in love at a young age...isnt ok

it isnt ok to not finish your homework because all you want to do is hear that persons voice

i was strong enough to get through my first love

i do not think im strong enough now

and please DO NOT TELL ME IM TO YOUNG TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW WHAT I AM FEELING....EVERYDAY I FEEL IT!!

I FEEL MY HEART TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM....THIS!

PLEASE LET ME BE FREE

I WANT TO LOVE

or....am i just broken.....can i do it again.....

if i say yes to her.....and she breaks my heart...the pain....(suicide)........should a person like me ...feel this

oh god i need help...i dont want to be broken anymore

please...i cant handle ..i cant control myself
violetkillsme violetkillsme
18-21, F
May 5, 2012