First Time Giving

My First Time
By: Me

Written on September 18th, 2012

First of all I'm straight, love women but have played a bit. The first time I played was when I was 15 , staying at my cousins farm for the summer.
We stayed in the same room and the very first night it happened. We slept on the floor and when I was almost asleep I felt his hand on my wrist. He lifted my arm and put it on his stomach, I pulled it back. He did it again and held it there. I was a bit curious so I went along. Soon he moved my hand onto his shorts. I could feel he was hard, I was nervous but curious. After a while of that he lifted his hips , pulled off his shorts. Next thing I knew I had my head on his chest and his hard **** in my hand.
I assumed he wanted my to give him a hand job so I kept stroking his ****. That's not all he wanted. He kept pushing my head down. Soon enough my face was on his stomach and I was stroking his hard **** 6 inches from my face. He took my hand away and pushed my head again. It was right there. I didn't know if i was going to do what he wanted. I resisted a bit, he was holding his **** and pushing me onto it. I gave in. I opened my mouth and felt his hard **** in my mouth.
He moved his hands away and I stayed I kept thinking it was so bad what I was doing, sucking my cousins **** but I kept going. It felt strange. His **** was hard but the skin felt soft in my mouth. I gagged more than once but I kept doing what he wanted. It was only a few minutes that I had his **** in my mouth untill he started to ***. As soon as I felt the first shot in my mouth I pulled away and watched him shoot all over his stomach. A million thoughts ran trough my head as he cleaned up. Am I gay? Has anyone else done this? Why did i just suck a ****? We never talked about it but for the 2 weeks I stayed there it would happen when we were alone or at night.
I was 15.
That's my story
CalgarySTR8 CalgarySTR8
41-45, M
1 Response Sep 19, 2012

Did he ever offer to do you? Have you had other **** sucking experiences?
I too had similar early experiences. I've never gone 'looking' for gay activity, but had more than a few experiences over the years. They're always satisfying. My favorites have been when my wife or another woman is involved, but I've had a few with just another guy.