My First TimeFrom my earliest memories I remember liking girly things. I had an older sister and when I was very young I was always more interested in playing with dolls and cooking sets than other toys. I was always more interested in hanging with the girls at school and felt like I should have been grouped with them. As early as fourth grade I distinctly remember wishing I was a girl, thinking about what I would wear and which football team I would be a cheerleader for.
The summer I was 12 a family moved into our neighborhood. They had a daughter who was 2 years older than me and she had developed very early. She was VERY built for her age. When I first saw her it was like a light switch flipped inside me. Instead of wanting to "get with her" like all the other guys in the neighborhood I wanted to look like her. I went home and put on some old to small, to tight shorts and a tshirt which I tied up in front to show my stomach and put socks in for boobs. (LOL We all start out with sock boobs!) I did this for about a year before I discovered the joys of my sisters closet.