He Thought I Was A Challenge

I realize now that I shouldn't have let him kiss me, even though I was really, really curious about how it would feel like.

We weren't (still aren't) in a relationship, I didn't love him, he didn't love me. Maybe you could say that being attracted to him in high school was a factor, but I like to think that I let him do it because I just... really wanted to KNOW.

Well, he was experienced, and my first kiss with him was nice. I wouldn't say "great" because there weren't any sparks at all. :( Now, after knowing what it feels like, I want to know how it would feel like with someone you really have feelings for. I just know deep in my heart that would be more than amazing. :)
beryllium beryllium
18-21, F
Jul 10, 2010