Like It Was Yesterday.

Well, I was 13, and it all started with a boy named Richard. I was upset one day over a break up i had with a girl named Hailey. (When i was bi-curious...but note that i'm straight now.) Me and Richy actually barely knew each other at the time. I only knew him because he was friends with one of my best friends Dustin. It was like, a mutual friend thing, ya know? Anyway, the minute he knew something was wrong, he messaged me. I told him everything, and he suggested that we hang out for the night to just relax, forget about everything, and watch a movie. It's actually quite funny because the movie we watched, is the one movie i absolutely DESPISE now. TWILIGHT. haha..But yeah, when I got to his place, I was just a tad freaked. I mean, it was my first time hanging out with this guy, I had NO idea what was going to happen. Over time, I got a little bit more comfortable. We were watching the movie in his basement, on the pull-out couch. We had a few blankets but it was still majorly cold down there. Little by little I could feel him edging a bit closer to me. I was trying not to freak out but, I went along with it. After all, he was absolutely the cutest most adorable boy ever so I was NOT about to pass up that oppurtunity. :) About half way through the movie, we were in a complete cuddle. Through my peripheral vision, I could see him staring at me. Our faces were EXTREMELY close to each other. So right when I turned to look at him, he leaned right in without a thought and pressed his lips against mine. In my mind I was like "WHOOOOOAAHHHHHH!!!!" But I did my best and succeeded at not competely flipping out. It actually felt really...magical. I looked at him with a really..mixed up face and he just smiled..and leaned in again. Within 5 minutes, it was a full blown make-out session haha. I had no idea at that point what was going on in the movie..but do you think I CARED?! It went on for quite a while actually. It got pretty close to......you know....but it didn't go that far and i'm actually glad it didn't. After that we tried a steady relationship but barely even lasted a year. *fail.* Honestly, he still has feelings for me but after a few recent events..I truthfully would never date him again. Although we do still talk to each other like uber close best friends currently, and hopefully it stays that way.
ScarletDreams ScarletDreams
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 30, 2010

sooooo....can i have him?XDDDD cuz he seems really hot XDDD