My First Kiss

My first kiss was not a romantic one....  It was on my 8th grade graduation, we went out to a friend's house who had a pool and stuff and we just partied all night.  My class only has three guys in it, two of them are going to a different high school then the rest of us, so we knew we would most likely never see them again.  Well, it was 1 AM, just when the party started to slow down.  We all huddled up in a circle and played truth or dare... Only, it turned into being more of a spin the bottle type game.  Next thing I knew I was sitting next to this guy with everyone else chanting, "Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!"  The other guys were trying to get him to use tongue and I'm starting to freak out.  I don't have the slightest clue on kissing people!  I didn't know it was actually going to happen!  So I looked over at the guy and I guess he took it as a word of encouragement, so he lent in..  I shut down and froze, so he took his hand and grabbed my head making me kiss him.  He was pretty forceful, since he didn't let go of my head, keeping me on his lips and it was starting to get awkward since I don't like this guy while my crush is sitting in front of us telling guy that was kissing me to go deeper.  Well, it kind of fell apart from there.  He tried to use his tongue but freaked out soon as it touched my lips and pulled away rather quickly, making him nearly bite me.  I sat there kind of dazed, I just got kissed!  After years of thinking what it would feel like, I finally experienced it.  It wasn't a good kiss, but still.  I wouldn't of done it if I knew I would see him later.  Only, when I was hugging my class goodbye, I awkwardly gave him a hug and it wasn't until he said, "See you next year."  When I remembered that we were going to high school together!