RIP

My first boyfriend was when I was 16. He was my first kiss. My first love. I swear I'll never have another like him. We were walking around the park, holding hands. My head was on his shoulder. His hand was clammy, and I could hear his breathing. He walked by a bench and sat down and crossed his legs. Stretched his arm across the back of the bench and waved me into his chest with his other hand. I sat next to him and leaned my head on his shoulder. His arm wrapped around my back and he was telling me how special I was. How he was sorry he didn't notice me sooner. He told me how pretty I was and said he's never been so nervous. I could literally throw up the butterflies or float away. He played with my hair and lifted my chin up. Out lips locked. He kissed me so sweetly and I could feel the love pouring out of him. He only kissed me for a moment before he stopped and looked at me. He told me he didn't want to pressure me and kissed my head. He continued to hold me and I looked up at him. I wanted to kiss him again. It was perfect. We ended up kissing for a while right there on that bench. When it got dark he walked me home. I told him I loved him and I meant it.

I'm 23 now, he passed away 7 years ago. I've never love anyone like I loved him. Our last kiss was right before we closed the casket. I loved him for 1 year and 3 months.
I'd do anything to feel 16 on a park bench again.
ikilledamaninvegas ikilledamaninvegas
26-30, F
5 Responses Nov 17, 2013

Oh, I'm sorry. It must have been really hard on you...

Awwwwwww :'( that's so sad!!! I almost started crying.....

Aaaaaw ! That's the sweetest thing ever :( and but sad.. Sorry honey but always know he is in a better place

:,( this is just touching.

You're only young once! Cherish the moments. Write them down.

Record videos.

Wow! That is so special!!! Thank you so much for sharing. You are so fortunate to have had that experience with him. I am so happy for you! :D

Thank you, he was very special.