My Messed Up First Kiss

my first kiss was ****.

i agonized for four years about when i would finally get my first kiss. i started thinking about it  when i was eleven, and wondered when i would get it  til i did.

so finally, January this year, i got my first kiss:

it was with one of my best friend's ex boyfriends.

she didnt know and still doesnt know til now that i did that.

that same minute, i went second base with him.

that same hour, i went third base.

that same afternoon, he stuck his finger up my vagina.

i dont even like him. i actually dislike him.

we made out in my room. no one was home except our maid.

whateverr321 whateverr321
13-15
Mar 4, 2009