Not Quite Sure That I Do... But It Was Beautiful!

I don't know if I was accurate in saying that I remember my first kiss... because I am not sure what I remember...

For me, it happened later in life for various reasons that cannot possibly the subject of this note.  Anyway, we had just confessed our love for each other and I could not wait to experience a physical love with this person that I believed to be my soul mate.  We spent the whole day literally in a cloud of emotion and bliss.  For a person who spent quite a long time in the halls of unrequited love, it was so fulfilling and surprising that someone could possibly love me back! 

We didn't have the strength to leave each other until 1.00am in the morning on Saturday.  He had to leave me because it was so late but I so knew that he was going to kiss me.  In retrospect, I think it was initially somewhat ridiculous.  I kept on repeating our parting words for the night but he wasn't moving. 

It was sweet when he finally decided that he would end the awkwardness and do something with my mouth! hehehe... It was also sweet how we first, quite shyly, brushed our lips in a brisk goodnight kiss.  And then, it was back for another and another until finally we locked in a sensual embrace. 

I remember thinking, "Wow! This is amazing..." and then... I can't remember the rest...

Those minutes are so far from my mind and I don't know why.  I like to think that I floated to this place of dreams... that I felt free in those moments and that it's okay that I can't quite remember the rest!

It was a good night, why lie!

delighted26 delighted26
22-25, F
Feb 14, 2007