I Remember My First Love

It was in Germany. I was 11 years old and had this huge crush on this one guy, his name was Jonas, I wrote a love note and my best friend gave it to him, he replied and we arranged a date. But he didn't' know who I was. We wanted to meet at a bench near his house. So I got all pretty and went to that place but I made the big mistake that I told my brother about this date. So When I arrived I saw my brother and his friend, and they were making fun of us, Jonas left right after he saw me. I was so mad at my brother and ran back home crying.

The same day, I was just walking out of my house and I saw a guy riding his bike to my mailbox, I opened the door and.....It was Jonas, he was about to throw a note into my mailbox but when he saw me he gave it to me, he didn't say anything he was just looking at me and smiling sweetly, then I ran back into my house and was all happy, the note said that he wanted to meet me on Saturday at the city pool, I really liked him and I was sooooo happy that he liked me back and wanted to meet me again but..........I didn't show up. I didn't go to the date, I had other plans on this day and I didn't feel like going, I think I was just too shy. But now I regret it. Poor guy he was waiting but who knows maybe he hasn't shown up eighter.

He went to a different school and I didn't seen him for a few years then he came back and I was happy about it, I had a crush on him for about 5 years. I remember the last time saw him, we both were 16 and ran into each other on the street, but we NEVER talked. But I still have all of his love notes and I am wondering if he has kept mine too.
I don't think I will ever see him again because I don't think I will ever go back to Germany and I bet he doesn't even know I am in Canada now. I never had the chance to say goodbye to him. We never had a real chance to talk at all, but I wonder if he would think of me if anyone would ask him about his first love.

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GrueneRose GrueneRose
Jan 21, 2007