Painful Memories

It was about 4 years ago my first year in high school I was dating a senior not very smart, i know right. well we never hung out and he only used me for sex he went to homecoming with another girl and lied about it the next day. I loved him with everything i had and he just used me and threw me on the ground i never really saw him and every time i saw him at school he was always holding hands with some girl he said it was his so called "best friend" he also told me i "had the potential to be Beautiful" i bought into his lies like a dumb *** it was kinda my fault for dating someone 3 years older then me. It was December and my friend and i were at the mall i hadn't talked to my boyfriend in about two weeks and i see him at the mall with two other girls and they were all up on him and stuff. so my friend and i went down stairs to play video games and he walks by me with a girl on both sides of him and he halls off and hits me in the arm. what was i suppose to do? say hi? well i didnt i flipped him off and we got into this big old fight it was terrible months had gone by and we hadn't talked in a while and he randomly texts me. we were talking about something and he tells me "now that were over" i was shocked like when did this happen he never even told me that it was over or anything years have gone by and he still antagonizes me. it would have been the worst break up i had ever had