When Fooling Around Turns to Getting Turned Around

My boyfriend and I had been going on these walks, down next to the river every day.
We'd spend a little bit of time going through the  notorious 3 bases.
He got tired of waiting to score, and he tugged my jeans down to my knees.  Then, he turned me around to the doggie position (which ironically, is my favorite position now).
I didn't realized exactly what was going to happen next.
For the longest time I was convinced that possibly he had dicked me in the ***, because it hurt so bad.
Popping my cherry caused me to bleed and I, had to cover up the event and tell my mother that I had started my period.

Since this would have been the beginning of my menses, I knew that she was going to help me learn how to keep track of me monthly cycle. 
What a scary risk to take,,, do I say that I had finally gotten my period and hope that it turns out to be true when next month comes around?
Luckily, it did prove to be true.

Strangely, the last thing on my mind was whether or not I had just gotten pregnant.

roary roary
41-45, F
4 Responses May 1, 2007

No the thing was remembering every detail although it hurt first time.

How did you feel about him for doing that to you? Did you feel like he forced you? Raped you? Or in the end were you willing?

I was 15 & she 19 & raped me & oh my god it was beautiful!!! still makes me "hard" to recall it!

making me hard too, that must have been one ******* horny experience. i envy you.

I was 16 and he was 18.