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I'm Stuck In My Last Life

Probably around a year ago I kind of learned what I believe may be my most recent past life. I was just sitting around and something triggered it and it like all came to me at once. I believe I was born sometime in the 1940s here in America, but I might have been born in England because a lot of my memories have to do with being in England. I was a woman, and in at least the first half of my life I was a very social person. A lot of my memories come from overwhelming deja vu I feel when I listen to music or watch video footage of the time, I can remember being places and seeing people and certain sensations. I can even remember the scent of some people and what it feels like to touch or hug them.

At some point during my life I experienced some sort of tragedy or heartache. I feel like it was a heartbreak, something involving a lover or significant other of some sort. From this hard time in my life I removed myself from all of my friends and my social life.

My most vivid memory is the memory of my death. I was in a hospital or something similar, it isn't my own home. The walls were dark and the curtains were always closed. There was a picture on the wall, I think the picture is of Jesus, it's definitely someone biblical. Early on in my present life I can recall seeing the same picture in my own home or the home of someone close to me, I was very, very young but the memory has always stuck with me as something very unsettling. I know that it was not my natural time to die. I sense that my age was probably about 48 or 49. I was suffering from a very heavy illness at the time and could do nothing but lay in bed. During the whole time I was sick I did not receive any visitors and I died alone.

My current problem is my inability to move on from this last life. I keep holding onto something and I can't let go. I'm antisocial, I can't relate to anyone my own age, I view anything from this time as unpleasant, and I have a terrible, irrational fear of dying alone now at the age of 18. I want to let go. I need to move on, but I don't know how.

Has anyone ever had a similar experience? Is there any way to move on?
bizzyhails bizzyhails 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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I was also trapped in my past life. I see you posted this a while ago, but in case you still come here from time to time I'll reply anyway. I was stuck in my past life in colonial Virginia, I was born around 1752 and died between 1773-1778. I was a female and I have many memories from this life. I missed it very much, and I regretted the decisions I had made in that life. I was very troubled by these feelings and memories. Then I went to the town I lived in, in Virginia. I saw and I was in some of the homes/buildings that I had been in all that time ago. I felt this sadness, I could suddenly smell it, the memories became even stronger. I remembered walking into a hallway and two men opening the ballroom doors, a woman was laughing at something someone had said and music was playing, candles flickered and the shadows bounced off the walls. It was summer and very warm. It felt almost eerie, and ghost like. I felt so chained to that life, then I realized they were all gone. They were dead, I was dead, and it was time to move on. And I did.

Hi,
I can say I know how you feel. I too was once trapped in my past life, and I don't think I am ever going to get over it, but now I've learned to live with it. Sometimes I get days where I can only think about my children from my past life and my husband, but they go away and it goes back to normal. My opinion is that you have to find your peace with it.
Go to a place that once meant you something, or do something similar. If you can't remember anything of that sort, try in this life to fix the stuff you did bad in your past life...
I wish you happiness.

Hi BH



I must say your situation is a difficult one. You seem to be caught up in a time warp from which it seems difficult for you to escape. All I can suggest to you is that if you can contact a past life therapist, someone like say, Dr. Brian Weiss, you could undergo a series of past life regressions back to this particular life that you seem to remember and let the therapist help you unearth the reasons for why you feel unable to escape from the stranglehold of this particular past life memory. I can assure that whatever it is that is holding you trapped in this unhealthy condition will begin to evaporate with every regression and finally you will be able to let go of whatever it is that is causing the problem. It is something like a mental block. You just cannot seem to move past it.



I hope for your sake that you are able to find a therapist to get help. Also, possibly, a psychic may be able to help you. However if you are suffering greatly you should do something about it. Hope this helps in some small way. Cheers!

I'd suggest keeping a diary of your past life memories and how those memories make you feel. Try to figure out how those memories and feeling apply to everyday life in this life. I believe we can learn lessons from each life, I can't tell you what those lessons are. That is something you will have to figure out for yourself.

Just know that even though you have had a past life as someone else, you are you know. That person you were is part of you, it's not You. (Hopefully that makes sense.)

I'd suggest keeping a diary of your past life memories and how those memories make you feel. Try to figure out how those memories and feeling apply to everyday life in this life. I believe we can learn lessons from each life, I can't tell you what those lessons are. That is something you will have to figure out for yourself.

Just know that even though you have had a past life as someone else, you are you know. That person you were is part of you, it's not You. (Hopefully that makes sense.)