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More On Alexander The Great's Time And Crazy Dreams...

I wanted to state more about my feelings towards the time of Alexander the Great. I definitely have some connection towards that time and realized it wasn't just bc the other day when the name popped into my head. I found an old picture I took of myself, and It's me wearing this embroidered looking head scarf, not sure the proper name. I smudged the background to look like pillars. I remember thinking, when I was young, that when you died and anytime you had to pass judgement or see God you had to stand in this ... Round gazibo looking thing but with pillars all around, but it's HUGE! When I "went crazy" I had a vision suddenly there were people all around me cheering bc I "made it to the next level." And everything was spinning around me. Not literally, but more in the sense like a "camera" viewing me. I also imagined a Wimbledon, but they last time I saw that symbol was when I found a picture of The angel Urial on google, but couldn't find it again. (Next part most will think me crazy..... But
In the middle of the night earlier that morning, I heard a LOUD thunder BOOM (no lie) and rain when IT WAS doing NEITHER outside!!! The phrase bleeding hearts and Templar came to mind...but I was half sleeping at that time so I don't know why it would be so loud as to wake me.
I had a dream of this "man" who I felt was looking at me. I thought the wrath of god. In a past dream he appeared to me....
I was near a long table of buissnessy looking Asian men, but not a dinner table, more of a board meeting table. A very tall man pos Asian decent. He was VERY tall though. He looked a bit like a pale skinned Jeffar with a long Asian guru beard. He war a tall hat, he was dressed all in black. In my exchanging gut feeling he tried to assure me the black stood for wisdom... He pointed to a planet close by and said " you see that world? You're going to live there one day..." Then I awoke not sure what to think. I fear I'm evil sometimes...
A couple other things that freaked me out was when I was watching this documentary yesterday about Alexander his teacher, Aristotle , harped on NEVER ASSUME, and years earlier that was my mantra after all my crazy visions and everything else that went down that year.
One more thing is when I was with my e boy fried who had blonde hair he reminded me of several of my " character" to my stories lives whatever they may be. I looked at him and It was very weird but I felt I was a gay. man of power and I had a young .. I don't want to say boy and I don't want to say man, so a young lad I loved to spoil and almost pet like! I think in a few of my past lives I was not too great in some of them, in a Sense of people and my arrogance in some. Yet in some I was decent. I believe today I strive to do well and pray often to help others, but I always feel like I have this pit of darkness following me. Like one part of me is good and pure, but the other a monster...
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but you know, that Alexander was bisexual and not gay - right?