My Pain Lives On
I have a past life that hurts me so bad. I can't remove the pain. Before I found out my life was real, I have pain and suicidal thoughts but did not know why. I killed myself while waiting for a lover who was said to be married and I thought he perished bc I though they said that to spare me. Only to find out he returned for me! Alone, a part of me cries alone and I died alone! It hurts so bad. I try to explain but I feel ... No one knows or believes. I feel the only way to understand is to go to the place where I took my life. Bambugh in Northumberland.