Like DeathThis was years ago. It was the middle of the night. The drug slowly crept through my head. I felt tired so I drifted to sleep. I awoke in what seems like minutes or hours later and started using my laptop on my bed. It was still night. Slowly, my consciousness started to fall into a void, a sort of mental abyss. I can only describe it as a void of nothing. My "mind" was falling into nothingness. Waves or tides of awareness tried to pull me up from this void. With each attempted pull, my mind fell deeper and deeper. With each "pull", my "self" got weaker and weaker. When I couldn't muster any last strength to climb out of this pit, I fell through. Then it stopped, Time stopped. Thinking stopped. I stopped.I was both blank and unaware of myself or my "blankness". I awoke the next morning. I don't know how it happened, or why, but it did. This must be what death is actually like.
collegestag08 26-30, M 2 Responses 0 Jan 27, 2012