The Wrong Heart

I lost my virginity on Halloween of this year- 2012 I don't know if it was the right choice or not...but in some ways i wish i lost it to a guy i dated out of state. But in other ways...i'm sure that guy doesn't care and wouldn't anyways. The guy i lost it to is the guy i am dating at the moment...not the guy i will marry unless he changes. I don't feel right with him... Remember i'm his ' ****' and that is all i ever will be. But i get why everyone is throwing me away.
lovemealways lovemealways
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 11, 2012

I was, but my aunt told me that if you don't have sex for a certain amount of time that your hymen can grow back? and i don't count rape as being considered as having sex, since it wasn't my choice.