Story Of My Life

It's almost a year since I fell victim to these Occult thing I was so miserable failing grades,family problem and depression one day I found a website full of "magic spell" tried doing those spell but for some reason I can't stomach to use any of them for real back then I don't know why after that incident I decided to become a Atheist and I found this website searching for a way to banish a Demon cause during this time I was being haunted by Demon cause they know I was a weak target but for some reason I was still alive after that I tried Those white magic thing for a few months then Alchemy but you know what all of those thing are crap except alchemy cause real alchemy is like Chemistry and Spiritual Alchemy is full of crap.
I felt something was missing in my life and that was God after Doing some research I realize how wrong people think God really is and Finally I realize that I was so Stupid to believe that God has abandon us when in truth life is a test to see if were righteous or Not And God has always been there for me I just didn't realize it.
And after that incident I repent and quit my religion.

It's ok to make mistake we learn from those said mistake and beside were not perfect.