A Dark Experience For My Soul
The story does not involve concrete and solid evidence of the paranormal or the demonic. I firmly believe you experience (evil) through the senses, not necessarily that which is physical.
One night, out of curiousity, I started reading on the web a book that claimed to belong to Satanists. I had no intention of casting spells or following what it taught readers. Still, even as I was simply reading it, I started feeling something. It was invigorating, as if a powerful mood enhancing drug was in my system. If it makes any sense, I started feeling a sense of arrogance, a sense of immense well being, and power. It overtook me completely. Not understanding what was happening to me spiritually, I succumbed to an enjoyable sleep.
When I woke up the next morning, a feeling of intense, hysterical dismay possessed me. I did not know what was going on. I felt hysterical, upset, lost, a sense of profound grief abandonment and loneliness. I felt anxious. I felt my soul was screaming. I remembered what I had been reading the night before and took a moment to gather my thoughts and feelings. Afterwards, I felt I had gone through a huge emotional beating. It was a real experience, one all should stay away from. It can truly destroy a person's spirit and sanity.