I Resent How You Treated Me
After all the hurtful thing you have said, I cant seem to hear any good things any more. When did this start? When did I give in to your sourness and start believing you? How did I forget myself?
Although I don't appear angry, I am. I'm mad you did all of this to me. Mad you chose to break me down. Sad you couldn't enjoy me. Mad we wasted time. We spent so much time butting heads, then running to try and catch the train that was about to wreck. Struggling to correct the wrongs like treading tirelessly in a raging ocean, fighting the current that just wants to take us down. Trying to soften all the rough edges torn by you and your destruction. Covering gashes with bandages that are obviously too small...I'm tired and angry.
It all could have been so different. I was a great wife. I could have been greater. It could have been much more. But you chose to make it this. This empty quiet hull of a marriage. Cold and meaningless. I resent you for all the things we wasted. I will not forget but I will accept and I choose to move on and away from this, from you.
Although I don't appear angry, I am. I'm mad you did all of this to me. Mad you chose to break me down. Sad you couldn't enjoy me. Mad we wasted time. We spent so much time butting heads, then running to try and catch the train that was about to wreck. Struggling to correct the wrongs like treading tirelessly in a raging ocean, fighting the current that just wants to take us down. Trying to soften all the rough edges torn by you and your destruction. Covering gashes with bandages that are obviously too small...I'm tired and angry.
It all could have been so different. I was a great wife. I could have been greater. It could have been much more. But you chose to make it this. This empty quiet hull of a marriage. Cold and meaningless. I resent you for all the things we wasted. I will not forget but I will accept and I choose to move on and away from this, from you.
By:
soulrunher
Age:
41-45
,
Female
