My husband has lied to me about smoking pot. He let my little brother who is 14 smoke pot and lied to me about it. Our marriage is ending and I'm heartbroken, but at the same time I wish the divorce was already over, I hate him. But I can't help but love the man who I've been with for 5 years and who gave me a beautiful son. I need to get over him quick or I'm going to go crazy and into depression. I don't want to be depressed, but I think I'm getting there. He's ruining my life.