Restless Mind

Friends,
i am dropout from engineering....i used to be in a dream world ..i really wntd to be bigger in ma lif but i lam 24 now and i really dont have any idea to achieve it, does destiny really affect our life so badly...i was in relation with cute blonde girl we had great time ... even we were in physical relation ...but when i went away for ma graduation .our relation broke....now im completely moved on but some how affected my education badly
now i joined my fathers business ...its quiet good when u can control all the things ...when u saw facebook owner..i mean big personalities...there is big craving to be lik them and wen u dont be able to conceive it..i fill lik my subconscious mind start eating me becomes soo sad.... eventhough when i kip on loking sme people who dont even have soo much in my life .i try to tell myself ..iam a guy who read lots of spiritual stuff at eary age and now i my mid is completely corrupted . when i see steave jobs it feels lik i should follow my own likes and choose robotics field .but the thing is ..i can earn much more now ...and after some age i should not feel i did smethng wrong my life would have been much better................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
vivek1788 vivek1788
22-25
May 15, 2012