THE 6th Day

A MAN THAT I HAVE LOVED FOR MANY MANY YEARS HAS BETRAYED ME AND BROKEN MY HEART--HE CHEATED ON ME AND IT'S ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT--ITS ALL CONSUMING--I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE IF I CAN GET SOME SUPPORT FROM ANYONE ELSE..MAYBE I COULD JUST GET IT TOGETHER FOR A MINUTE--TODAY IS ONLY THE 6TH DAY W/O HIM--I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN--I NEVER WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN BUT I KEEP MY PHONE CLOSE TO ME AT ALL TIMES JUST IN CASE HE CALLS...I JUST NEED MORE DAYS TO GO BY.
honey510 honey510
31-35, F
6 Responses Apr 14, 2007

Dear Moneypeny3, <br />
I understand how you might be feeling. I know it hurts so much and believe when i say it hurts. I just broke up with my bf of 5 years. Its been very painful but u know i have found peace in God. I know it sounds impossible to feel peace in a storm but i can assure you that when everyone leaves and you are alone His presence is the only thing that will bring you back to life. Thats the only reason why i can say that i feel so much better after only 3 weeks of breaking up with my bf. We were supposed to be getting married this coming year but as you can see it wont be happening. We shared 5 years together and well now its gone. It hurts but believe me when i say that confiding in God, its going to help you get through this storm. Believing there is something so much better and believing that your life is in His hands, that nothing no matter how painful the situation is He undertands. I hope this helps. Please let me know how you have been doing!<br />
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-Katherine

It could be me writing the same words you have shared. I only found out yesterday that he has had a 3 day solid fling, she is still at his place and I cant even make myself go there, I am so hurt.

My dear. I understand how it must feel. However don't give it up. He just was not worthy enough for you. You deserve better, it may seem very hard because it is only the beginning but trust me you WILL get over him if you stay away from him. Times like these you should spend close to family and friends, in general people who know how to bring out the best of you and make you smile. I hope things turn out for the best

i am going through that right now quite badly and im devestated. I see that you posted that a while back. Please tell me it gets better

wow--you've come a long way by now-i wish i could get over it tomorrow--time usually goes by so fast for me--now its like counting the hours

Oh god I know that hurts so bad! I know it doesn't seem like it now but the more time goes by the better it gets as far as the pain. There is nothing in this world like a broken heart especially when you have been betrayed. The last time that happened to me I lost a ton of weight changed my hair and looked better than I had in years! I wasn't even trying to lose weight I was just so devastated that I couldn't eat! That was when I went through my divorce and he cheated on me and I caught him in the act on Mothers Day at the girls house back in 1993. A day a will never forget but I sure got my revenge when I lost all that weight and looked good and he wanted me back. I said no way buddy!