I Kep Starting Over

I made so many bad decisions in life that its hard to find good ones . I have to keep starting over 'cause I keep taking dead end paths in life that go nowhere and find I'm older but hardly wiser for the experience . Damned if I know what a good idea is anymore . At the doorstep of 40 years old , I have two ex wives , a dead end career , children that know I'm a screw up , a home that i own but don't live near even , and the sands of time are flowing without slowing . I can't keep doing the dumb crap that's gotten me to this point . I gotta learn from my mistakes and at least make a few good moves while I still can . My road to ruin began a long , long time ago and I gotta get off that beaten path and fast .

Tanengreen Tanengreen
36-40, M
Mar 3, 2010