Yep, I Do, Not Regularly Thoug...

Yep, I do, not regularly though. But I do do it. I sabotage potential relationships, and budding friendships because I don't want to disappoint anyone, or let anyone down.  With friendships/relationships, come expectations, and I'm not one to live up to those expectations. I tend to withdraw, back off, and seek solitude.  I also have this thought that if I allow people to get close to me, they won't be able to deal with what they find, who I am, and how deep I can be, so it's best to just leave things alone. Why?  Because even though I can be a wonderful, caring friend, my moods are so changable, I don't make  plans because I often back out at the last minute, and I don't want to hurt anyone. So, there you have it. The extremely condensed version. 
Wombles Wombles
36-40, F
2 Responses Dec 30, 2006

i second that ...