I'm So Tired Of ThisI don't know what's wrong with me... The last few days I haven't done anything else than crying all day.
Everything I do just makes me cry. There's this deep sadness in my soul that i can't get rid of.
I'm so tired of this bullshit and people asking you if everything is alright and you say yeah and then they don't try asking again.
They don't really want to know. Sometimes I wished they would hug me and tell me to stop faking everything and that they would be there for me.
I'm so messed up but in some weird way, I manage to look just fine when I'm being around people.
I'm so hurt and left alone. I've been pretending for too long and i can't take it anymore.
I feel lost in this world and to be honest I don't see the point to stay here any longer but guess i'm not brave enough to end this pain.
I hate waking up in the morning because it's too damn painful to walk around like nothing is wrong.
I can't handle people anymore. I got into a lot of fights lately. It's like everyone decided to attack me at once.
And whatever I do or say is never enough because I mess up everything.
I don't want to feel this way anymore, it feels like i'm losing myself...
I feel sorry for this person I've become. I wished i could disappear and make it easy for everyone...
DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 Mar 17, 2012