Just Now

I feel just horrible. My boyfriend just called cause he wanted to say goodnight. And I'm feeling very bad today and told him that I feel that I can't manage my life right now. And my boyfriend said that I should go back to a mental hospital where I was about a year ago. And I got so angry that I said "I'm not the one who keeps writing Fs here" cause he's been really depressed last semester and wrote bad grades. The thing is ... he's not angry. He's hurt. And now he went to sleep. And I'm sitting here crying, can't sleep anyway and am left to my thoughts and fears now. I hate it.
Monstermosaik Monstermosaik
22-25, F
May 8, 2012